Look forward
I think, perhaps, the best thing we can do for our happiness is to constantly create something to look forward to in life. It could be a Friday evening movie ticket for a long awaited movie, it could be setting up groceries to make your favorite food the next day, it could be planning that next photoshoot you've wanted to do for long time, it could be making plans to meet your friend you have not seen in such a long time... When you start being your own North Star and start leading your life instead of just letting life happen to you, you'll end up becoming more and more of the person you want to be through the experiences you are crafting for your self than just sitting around depressed blaming others for it. So, why not give this a go? This too could be something you try for a week and then let go, but still, peace for a week doesn't seem so bad, does it? Go on, try it for yourself! Yours sincerely, The Overthinker